*THANK YOU*

To all those who love me
To all those who care
Forever am I grateful
Thank you for being there

Thank you for your support
Through the good and bad
And thank you for lending me a shoulder
All the times I was sad
Thank you for your kind words
And your warm embraces
Thank you for being there throughout
Whatever it was I was facing

Thank you for your helping hand
When I couldn't do it on my own
Thank you for making me love life again
And making me realize I'll never be alone

I couldn't ask for any better
I couldn't ask for any more
Thank you for loving me throughout
Your love I will treasure forever more

Well...

Back...

to...

23rd....

of....

March....

I was lazy...TOTAL lazy...

Sleeping Paralysis a day before...

I just couldn't accept the fact that ...

IT WAS THE DAY....

the BIG day...

Surprisingly...

I was still lying on bed at 10 am...

I can feel my heart skipping a beat right at that time...

I was jolted up by my friends' call...

OMG...

everyone was calling me...

asking me this and that...

I said I don't know anything..

I just need a PEACEFUL mind...

Check through SMS?....

Who dares?

...........................................

Reached school around 11.15am....

My juniors were standing at front gate...

shouting at me...

"Senior!..Senior Caryn!"

I don't even care...

Running straight into the hall...

All I know was ...

I was ....

Dashing to the hall and suddenly caught by a girl..

Form 6 girl...

All my focus was on the situation in the hall..

Nothing else...

It was crowded...Really crowded...

She said I did a good job...

Straight As..

I said : Please don't lie to me at this time...

[ I'm so afraid that she was lying to me...

My tears almost drop off]

She said : It was announced loudly & clearly

Then, she gave me an eye to eye confidence...

Continuously...

All kind of greeting from my friends...

'Congratulations'

It's not a special words anymore...

I was immune to this word already...

I lined up...

It was my turn..

I sat on the chair...

Firdaus...

My beloved Physics teacher...

My first look to him that day...

'You're handsome....really'

He was trying to add onto  my nervousness...

HOWEVER...

He failed...

He handed me the results slip...

And...And...

A DSLR is in front of me...

Keep snapping photos...

Owh...

I don't even dare to have a glance on my results...

FINALLY...

I saw it!...

Surprise...

I did it...

But moral makes me disappointed a little...

You know...

One said: Can I interview you know?

I was like....

LOL...

Why now? I'm not prepared for that either...

But..I've done it at last...

Some were crying...sad...upset..

Let me tell you guys!

This is not the end yet...There's lots more in the future...

Don't give up and continue to strive harder!

Of course...

Not forgetting to thanks my beloved daddy & mummy..

For all your sacrifices...guidance...encouragements..

motivations...

Thanks to Pn Ida...I didn't disappoint you in my BIO...

And did not waste your precious time...

Thanks Pn Lena....Great job to you...

Although I felt little upset for my moral..

But I appreciate you and your words to me

" If you are my daughter, I'm very proud and happy for you"

Thank you so much.....*muacckss*

Thanks Pn Wong..I got BC an A....

It's a surprise to me...

Thanks Miss Lim...

I love you as much as I love Chemistry...

Thanks Nizam...

A+ ....BAGUS!...

Thanks Pn Ooi....

My Additional Mathematics...

Is awesome...because you're an awesome teacher too!\

Pn Noraihan..

Now the new history is....

I got an A+...!

TQ 
Pn Rahimi...
Please don't be mad...
Miss your high pitch voice..
Yelling at us...
Proud to say..
I got A+....=D

WELL...

Thanks my friends ...

Without you guys...

I couldn't have done it so well...

Thx for asking lots & lots of questions...

On studies...Craps...Whatever it is...

It's part of stress releasing...

And a process of fun & learning...

It's a mutuality...

You guys did a great job too...

Proud of you all...

*Thumbs Up*

I miss those days...

REALLY....MUCH....

Is hard to express the inexpressible....
I'm still waiting.....
Hope you realize someday...