The Meaning of LIFE

Monday, April 30, 2012

我怀念的

matric life 终于结束了。我记得第一个sem 回来时，一直想家，现在回到家又想念起那里了。人生嘛总是这么矛盾的。当然不只是想念那里的生活，还有很多舍不得的好友好比亲人般的朋友。真的非常谢谢这些朋友们的照顾还有给过我的温暖让我能够充实地度过精彩的每一天。记得Sem I让我印象最深的就是我的生日了几个结识没多久的槟城朋友与我共同在关丹庆祝，打保龄球。然后搞中秋更是让我从中学习了不少。每次从那里回来时不管是放假还是有事回家一定会有人说我变圆变胖了然后再来捏一捏我的脸=.= 好无聊哦~ 没关系的我决定了努力减肥！！

第二个学期呢就是忙新春了舞蹈都够头痛还要面对ups考试。过了新春的日子可以说是比较无压力的日子有一小段期间也发生了不少事情人家说 : 不经一事不长一智。我体验了不少。一直到学期要结束了才发现身旁原来有好多好多的幸。以前的我总是认为自己永远没有机会得到的幸福如今我有感受到。以前我总是很努力地在给别人快乐幸福温暖关心照顾希望有一天自己也会被人这么宽待 =）性格有时也变得较啰嗦了 : X 哈哈不过我不介意。人最重要是要活得快乐同时也要不断的学习与长进啊。

今天下午在家有点闷做完家务了在想要做什么好。一时hiao 了下就拿了“那些年”的光碟从头看了一遍感触多不禁哭了。哈哈。幸福永远是自己去追求的错过了是一种遗憾。可是他说

“ 当时的我错了。可是当你真的喜欢一个女孩当她幸福快乐时，你也会快乐然后真心地祝福他。” 好感动~ 人生变化无常要好好珍惜才最重要！=）

Monday, February 6, 2012

Drop By

Wow...it's been a long long time that I didn't write blog. Well, it's not a big deal either because I'm not writing for anyone. It's just a part of life.My life have been stuck in Pahang Matriculation College for the past 9 months. Hectic life there makes me feel a little bored now. Infact, coming home frequently first for Dong Zhi & Christmas then CNY n Cap Goh Mei will definitely make my homesickness worse. However, only 81 days left...it's just 81 days. Can't I endure it? 27 April 2012...I'm really anticipating. Gambateh Caryn! You can do it...

O ya...another thing I wanted to say. It is a bit sensible. But I just couldn't bear to keep it in my heart any longer. I hope you listen to me. Please understand me. Take your first step. Just one more step closer to me and I'll be ur Jar of Heart. I gt feelings towards you. Really..But why are you such a coward. I hope you'll realise someday. I'll continue waiting for you, please don't disappoint me. I understand you well. But Don't worry.I'll continue to understand you better.

Friday, April 15, 2011

I Need Your Love

Enjoy the peace & love =)

What a refreshing song......=D

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Bae Yong Jun

难道爱你有错吗?

Love him so much ...=D

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

HURT

Gah....I 'm hurt the day before yesterday.

Now only I realize, my soul is so fragile.

As fragile as an egg?

LOL..

( Not the FAKE EGGS in the market...)

Damn the bustard who created fake eggs, GOD " BLESS" YOU...

For killing people with EGGS!

You're selfish...Earning money for your own and grabbing folks precious life

You should SELL FISH in the market.

My hope : You'll be punished to the extent of law a.s.a.p

[ Hard to say that there's no offence here...obviously there is]

Stop the egg stuff...ALRIGHT.

Your words spoilt my mood, broke my heart, stabbed me from behind...

Argh...: " So long already...I also forget liao"

LOL....Is it easy to forget ? But why can't I do that? Is that sensible to forget good memories?

Unless....UNLESS I'm not your good memories though...

Just to tell you that...

I DID NOT...DID NOT FORGET...

Well...I'll forget that you said forget...lol

However...I'm still glad that you cares bout me... sometimes ...

And I want you to know that..No matter what..I'll be there to help you...

Don't give up for your happiness...My advice to you ...

Now....YOU...listen.....

I'll try to break the wall between us...

No matter what...

Even if I hurt badly....

Hope you'll realize one day ...

Sunday, April 3, 2011

HANG OUTZZZ

I think I should work it out. Yea, Couldn't deny that I should create a good memory among us. Its so great that I had a enjoyable Sat at midvalley. Thanks to Nicholas Soo, Ken Suen and of course Chloe!! Every second was awesome. Hmm...Hayley Lim..I'm still waiting to snowflake with you and Eve let's hang out together next round then . With that, I think I'm going crazy & crazy of shopping and fun. Nah...blame my Kasturi teachers. They saw me sat at the stuffroom studying for not less that 5 hours every sat and sunday and they kinda CHASE me. "Pergi enjoy la! Didn't go for fun movies? With friends? Don't study la....so hardworking for wat..." I was like * stare at them* * blinking innocently* Well...Is that study wrong? LOL...But sometimes..It's quite true. I should have some fun time since I'm still free now to make life more meaningful other than *studies* or fun with *books*.Is the time for me to forget the HERO thing..haha. No more scratching head skin. No more misery and no more worries. It just make me get out of my own shell instantly. =D Anyway..still thx Nicole for the HERO picture that you found. That pic is very obvious that I long for the HERO.
I did had a fun time though. In midvalley...The Gardens...Oh yah! Before I forget , I got SUBWAY as my perfect lunch. Diet lunch coz it's scientifically proven that the package of lunch is 100% suitable for people on diet like me! HAHA...

This was what I had enjoyed...

Yea..The Adjustment Bureau...It's kinda nice because it starts with kissing in the MENS at the beginning of the story..HAHA..

Which is here.....

Sexy lady...with a NOT so handsome guy...

Also...Doesn't disappoints me either...

There's many other kissing scenes continuously

Well...the story is about the guy which is a politician..

He's the candidate for the Senate

& If he wins he'll be the next president...

And well....something occur which is a crush at the first meeting with this gorgeous lady..

trying to distract him from paying full attention at his career.

And so on.......till the end...

My rating? * Satisfied* :)

In The Gardens...With my crazy friend, Chloe. She suggested both of us something. We've try on clothes specifically its a gown or a prom dress. The dress is superb and I wish I could own it. Hey ! Every girl here wish to own a beautiful & elegant dress right? >.- That's my choice. But...The price of it is too high. RM 500++ at least. What a disappointment. But, I had satisfaction too XD. Guess what? We owned the dress! In the pictures ...haha. Well..It's the only method to not feeling uneasy because you can't own it. I know this is ridiculous and fool or stupid but this is how people deceive themselves to get through the awful feeling at the moment. Coming up next...the pretty pichas. I love the pictures honestly...very much..:)